In this category you’ll find everything that doesn’t belong in another category 😉 Everything about my life as a mom of Liv, wife of Denny and all the brain waves I have. If I have time 🙂

18. Seriously trying

Seriously trying We leave the hospital with mixed feelings. We’ve decided that we’ll first try to fall pregnant naturally and if it doesn’t happen we’ll contact the hospital again in September. We’ve been given all the information about IUI, so …

17. No chance?

No chance? This meeting is going totally differently to how I expected. Do we radiate some kind of ‘we want to start fertility treatment NOW’ aura? I don’t want that at all! I want a baby, but not at any …

16. The meeting with the doctor

The meeting with the doctor  I try to quiz Denny about what “the wank room” (haha!) looks like, but since we’re not sitting here alone, he won’t say a word. He just keeps giving me those ‘shut up!’ looks. 🙂 …

15. To the hospital

To the hospital After they have left I talk to Denny and he agrees that a visit to the doctor is a good idea. We don’t have to start fertility treatments immediately, but it would be nice to know whether …

14. Antibodies

Antibodies  Yesterday I had an introductory meeting with a couple for birth photography. The woman was pregnant with her third child and told me that this child was very strongly desired. She and her husband already had 2 children and …

13. Imagining

Imagining I don’t know how it is with other couples, that moment that you decide to go for it. How was it for you? My imagination takes flight; what will she (yes, I imagine in the feminine form 😉 ) …

12. Decisions

Decisions In Myanmar we decided that we will not immediately start ‘properly’ trying to conceive. I do want to keep things fun. I feel the moment I ovulate every month, so maybe I can just seduce Denny without him knowing …

11. Secret

Secret Denny doesn’t want me to tell everyone we’re trying for a baby. Actually, he doesn’t want me to tell anyone, but that is im-poss-ible! What will I tell my friends who all knew we’d talk about it while on …

10. The first time

The first time The next day I finally start to feel better. Finally time to enjoy the white beaches, palm trees, azure blue sea, cocktails, my wonderful man and the thought that we’re going to be a family. I couldn’t …

9. Sick

In spite of everything that’s been said, I still can’t believe it. I want to ask every day, “Are you sure?” but I think it would drive him mad, haha! Luckily we’re in Myanmar, where there is a lot of …

8. I can’t believe it.

I can’t believe it. There are tears burning in my eyes. I’ve waited for so long to hear that answer. That one answer. By now I didn’t even care what the answer was, as long as I got an answer …

7. The answer

It is incredibly hot and I can feel the sweat dripping down my back, my feet feel trapped in my shoes, there’s loads of dust flying thanks to the passing tuktuks on the dirt road, there are tourists walking past …

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