In this category you’ll find everything that doesn’t belong in another category 😉 Everything about my life as a mom of Liv, wife of Denny and all the brain waves I have. If I have time 🙂

12. Decisions

Decisions In Myanmar we decided that we will not immediately start ‘properly’ trying to conceive. I do want to keep things fun. I feel the moment I ovulate every month, so maybe I can just seduce Denny without him knowing …

11. Secret

Secret Denny doesn’t want me to tell everyone we’re trying for a baby. Actually, he doesn’t want me to tell anyone, but that is im-poss-ible! What will I tell my friends who all knew we’d talk about it while on …

10. The first time

The first time The next day I finally start to feel better. Finally time to enjoy the white beaches, palm trees, azure blue sea, cocktails, my wonderful man and the thought that we’re going to be a family. I couldn’t …

9. Sick

In spite of everything that’s been said, I still can’t believe it. I want to ask every day, “Are you sure?” but I think it would drive him mad, haha! Luckily we’re in Myanmar, where there is a lot of …

8. I can’t believe it.

I can’t believe it. There are tears burning in my eyes. I’ve waited for so long to hear that answer. That one answer. By now I didn’t even care what the answer was, as long as I got an answer …

7. The answer

It is incredibly hot and I can feel the sweat dripping down my back, my feet feel trapped in my shoes, there’s loads of dust flying thanks to the passing tuktuks on the dirt road, there are tourists walking past …

6. The talk

The talk The entire time we’re in the airplane I have to bite my tongue, but by some miracle, when we land in Bangkok I just stop thinking about it. Wonderful holiday! We’ll stay here for one night, and then …

5. Myanmar

Then it’s January 2013. We are preparing for our 3 week backpacking trip to Myanmar. It will be Denny’s first time backpacking. We’re really looking forward to it and in my head I’ve decided that he’ll finally tell me whether …

4. Yes or no?

We now jump 2 years forward in time. By now we’re a couple, we live together and we’re happy. After 6 months I was already thinking ‘I want to have children with this man.’ That’s not what he’s thinking and …

3. The “but”

The ‘but…’ Have you ever felt like you were no longer in a situation, but kind of floating above it? Like you’re watching from a distance? I can see myself standing behind the bar, with this lovely man who is …

2. He wants to, but…

He wants to, but…. Three weeks later he’s sitting at the bar while I’m working. In the past weeks we’ve had a lot of contact via Hyves (a Dutch social networking site, from pre-Facebook days). I now know that he’s …

1. The father of my children?

The father of my children? I knew I wanted children when I was still a child myself. It was an absolute given – completely obvious. I wanted children so badly that I worried I wouldn’t be able to have them. …